PayneInTheCulo

I just realized success, education are all related
Status at the moment I’m on it is motivated
So I wont get cut off like balls on a dog being spaded
I HATE IT
When agony and second guessing
Brings up the question of
Will I succeed
Will I be put on
The threshold of success
Is that what my foots on
Be strong cause life is known to makes cruel jokes
Takes lives n is violent like Cujo
Who smokes I think and I believe everyone
Secrets on your shoulders
Feel like heavy tons of blocks
Cinder
The truth gets hindered
Because its hurts like pulling out a splinter
Or a nasty chill that u feel in the winter
So cover up your body
but leave the truth exposed
Half of these wifeys out here are hoes
No rumors or gossip I know
So what’s the result
This is no insult
It’s reality
Hard for me to lie
because my consecous start grabbing me
Pulling me in different directions
This might be my career
My direct deposit
But back to reality
7.75 a hour for the wallet
But at least I got it
For this many can’t repeat
Struggling for approval
Like running for a candidacy
Why can’t you see
The struggle
That tensions bubbled
The truth they muzzle
And everything that they feed us
We just guzzle
Like a soft drink
But me I got a loft dream
With a ocean view
That wakes me up with the sun beam
But back to 1b
My home my sanction
Success is being blessed
But be patience
Me, I don’t mind the rotation
Everybody can shine
Express their vocals at the station
Airwaves infused with broken truths
Coming hard like bulls who broken loose
The way its set up
I’m struggling like in deep snow with no boots
And I won’t stop cause
I don’t know wants a truce
Who knew
D could live out his dream
I’m just helping those who come under me
As I sit on top of the ladder
My thoughts
I can’t hold in
l got a weak bladder
But its over
Plus you can keep my folder
Time to buckle in for real
On this life rollercoaster