PayneInTheCulo

You Can't Make This Shit Up

Real Fear*

What’s fear

That made up emotion 

Limited but infinite 

The same as the ocean 

What scares you?!

What makes you quiver?!

Shake without control?!

If it is the unknown 

Then know 

It’s what defines to grow 

Scared of a woman?!

Your man?!

A lost…what’s losing?!

The people we keep choosing

I stay scared…

Of what?!

Letting my comfort be my guide 

The blind leading the blind 

Ignoring what’s inside

I’m scared of being caught 

But each thought 

Says other wise

To get caught 

Well it would end the pressure 

The pressure of being sneaky

Yet said pressure 

Beats me 

Deceives me

When in the end 

Without any nurturing

It will leave me 

I made the bed

Rest well

Dream spell

Of the what ifs

What if 

We kiss 

Shoot for the stars 

And miss 

Miss

I didn’t catch your name

My name 

Well my name is Fear

Free rent and food

Good times it appears

My Fear 

Privately shared 

Why would she care

Could you believe it

We do

Even when we don’t see it

Won’t cruise 

We get sea sick

My Fear 

Appears 

When self doubt 

Clouds

But clear it will be 

It will be clear as ever

You will see…!!