PayneInTheCulo

You Can't Make This Shit Up

Inner War

Ego issues

Nah better yet

Heed your issues 

Break it down 

To simple 

Yet this minor issue

Proceeds

To feed 

The mental

I’m better than 

Drinking the Kool Aid

Popping medicine 

Excedrin

Becoming better what I’m 

Already better in

Respect my kin

ME get an X 

When I CAN do for mines 

Like a Mexican 

You bugging friend 

Broken heart 

Of course I have

To love again 

Line long 

I might cut again 

So be it

Stone cold 

It’s hectic 

Kept it

On this demeanor side

But I’m not me inside 

No more accepting 

My defeats 

I don’t mean to hide

It’s just

Hurts to express those words

Which are stone cold 

I don’t want to hurt 

Can’t prevent it 

Only control

Is how you present it 

They still don’t have to respect it 

Life ironically in a sentence 

My sentence 

Began 

When I dibble dabbed

Went into a different bag

Could no longer eat

Sleep

Knowing I actually been through that 

Not over

But removing a large boulder

Sense of urgency

Irking me

If I move any slower 

Speed up

Lose control

Trying to keep up

I need a breeze bruh 

Maturing for a keeper

At ease bruh

I’ll see ya…!!