I feel different
Better aim
My kills shifted
Went from missing
To missed it
Pretty little features
Whats featured
Was me in the bleachers
Court side dreaming
But believing
I believed it
How can’t you see what I’m seeing
I saw it
Took another drink
Alcoholic
Moments of pain
Felt dry in the rain
Number than novocaine
This before the jump
The game before the cup
More confused
Than women shopping for shoes
Playing in their arena
Had me opting to lose
Cool
Watch what I do
It’s been a while since I been here
A while since it’s been clear
But my output sincere
Amazing
The love that I’m seeking
Won’t be given until I’m dead
And that’s treason
What for
And what reason
Such questions
Kept me stuck
Literally frozen
Until I seen
I’m the only one proposing
A way out
A open
New thoughts
No old shit
Oh Shit!
Show me what I showed you
You can’t
So what you so opposed to
I thought that I owed you
Traumatic bonds
It’s the trauma
That controls you
And it controlled me
Dope so pure
I could never believe
It would be me
That would OD
OH D!
Welcome back
Nah I don’t know this new motherfucker
Who is that
I can’t even tell you brother
This here feel like no other…!!
PayneInTheCulo 