Four days into the new year
And I’m still here
Surprised
More content
More alive
You like what you see
Come
There’s more inside
What I asked for
Was empathy
Not to be selfish
Not to tell on me
Rat bastard
Starts dancing
When melodies belch out
Lived a whole life
With self doubt
No team
Left out
Dark aura
Heavy thoughts
I can’t seem to get over
My smile rose-colored
You can’t see it
In the corner
All of them
But a loner
Sometimes I scheme
Yet in all my schemes
The victim seems to be me
Yikes
Worried about being left
So I never truly did anything right
Until the sight
Locked in
My target spotted
Squeeze slow
Woah
Not him
Please not him…!!!
PayneInTheCulo 