I have this friend, right?!
Close friend?!
Yes.
Indeed.
Well this friend of mines has officially snapped his olive branch- “Somebody save me, save me”!!
Talk to me King…
Aight, Boom, Check it!!
It’s like this…
Three hours later,
Two scuffles,
A lot of agreeing to disagree,
We finally came to a minor understanding of…
The Truth is identical to a vegetable.
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Don’t rush me.
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La,La,La
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A healthy diet of vegetables has proven beneficial in terms of a longer life- correct?! In speaking and surrounding myself amongst certain individuals whom posses a quality which I hold more than dear- I’m obligated to agree.
First things first though. Is it safe to say-unbiasedly, un judgmental, and ungodly- it would be best to have some kind of veggies in your regular diet? No?! Yes?!
In saying that- many despise the very thought of even physical contact with such travesties. And eventually learn the consequences for doing so.
Not judging, not judging!!
Neglecting of any element pure and overall vital to your very survival (bars!!) is simply detrimental. Goes against our very genetic make up to survive. So why do it to our comrade- Truth?! Hasn’t history shown, even your very own (bars!!!), the brutal repercussions of ignoring the truth?! Being in denial of a denial?! The ass whooping unleashed without mercy until we learned. And learned whole heartedly we did. Some longer than others but it got done (hopefully). As always you have those who enjoy the fuck out of vegetables, down to the skincare. Others who care enough for their health but refuse to bathe in it. And those who flat out resent eating, touching, cooking, etc with vegetables. Let me clear the air right quick…
Each of those people feel Payne. Individually. Collectively. Eating more vegetables than him or her will not eliminate LIFE itself. Shit happens and will always happen. How you feel about it?!
Now Truth is more complicated. To who?! EVERYONE!! No exceptions. Myself included. Up until recently, I couldn’t flip the switch in my mental. That bitch of a plug I couldn’t reach to connect my TV. Once activated, you personally know the euphoria that surges through your bones. It’s freshness. A world of possibilities. Literally at your fingertips. We crave the truth- immensely!! Some conscience, many sub conscience (in my experience of course). However craving and acting on said craving isn’t always pleasure. Momentarily- maybe. It’s aftermath though rips lives from its very foundations as tornadoes do trees. Why want something that can do such damage?! Well it’s the Truth. Truth like life and like vegetables can give a fuck about what you like. It’s what is Sound. That’s what I give a fuck about. You?! You are not making a new carrot and calling it orange crunch. Not now. Not ever. So why we do run from such reality?! Such longevity?! Of course it hurts… BUCK UP BART!!
Isn’t that what growth is about…
Many people we have come across especially those held dearly have shown in draconian fashion how anti truth they really are. In conversation with my Brody, I pushed for three solid examples on why he feels like that. He proceeded to give me three solid examples using my newly discovered fascination of women versus men…
Go ahead Brody…
He proceeds to tell me about this one exquisite lady whom he recently met. Confidence radiating from every word she spoke. Flaunting her curves unintentionally- now that’s sexiness! Convo good. Vibes knocking. He came to understand anything was possible with her as long as he was honest about everything. So, he was honest about everything. Once the anchor of a completely different lifestyle was dropped, a wall was built in record time. I mean Brody said the whole thing went dead like touching the third rail. Instantly. By telling the truth?! He could of lied. Yessssss- we know “what’s done in the dark will eventually come to the light”. Yes we get it- 🍆. Yet one cannot deny if Brody did lie, the timeline will still exist. At least until it went down or agreed not to. Feeling out it’s vibes, compromising where to go after. Respecting her trauma with lying and giving her exactly what she made clear was needed, it’s now no longer an option. Despite your connection with Brody?! More confused than anything to be honest. Probably weirded out for better empathy. The hypocrisy has yet to cease on my newfound journey of self. Damn was I foolish at a time.
But…
The truth- isn’t that what you wanted?!
My second example from Brody was more personal. I gathered said wisdom from his passion behind the narrative. Had to let him finish the Back for this one. Brody love goes in on this sexual, sensual, elegant woman he used to work with. Vibes never seemed to be off. Slight debates of the minds kept them distant but made them closer in respect. Waiting for the intimate connection to my question, he lists everything on why he feels there is a sexual tension between them. It wasn’t until he mentioned a picture and vividly broke down apart their encounters did I believe him. I mean all that was missing was a set date and no curfew (ha,ha). So what happen?! Being truthful about his intentions blackballed him. No outright ticket to the friend zone. Rather passive aggressive. Brody’s frustration stems from knowing for factual living, she prides her relationships with everyone on being told the truth. Manipulative games being laid out instead of being up front. Saving everyone’s time. Even worse he mentioned in public debates, she perfectly acts as if she respects the rules*. Degrading his validations to shield her image*. A mental high Brody said he found out he was. Ladies, it’s truly not about being dubbed. Curved. Friend zoned. Speaking for Brody and myself once again. Attention is a hell of a drug. It’s the time you waste playing these power games trying to validate your self worth to yourself. HUH?! Will entertain, just to avoid a conflict. Speak up. Cut off. Do us BOTH a favor. Don’t answer. Block. Really one, two. You cannot receive what you aren’t willing to give. Being a big boy however, it’s your responsibility to notice such fuckery and early on. You cannot blame another for your slippage. Just don’t keep slipping. This is where we had our first scuffle.
Truth hurts, don’t it?!
Brody love got me hanging on to every word by now. I mean we fought over it. Shit serious!! His last example thrown on me pertains to history. Sandbox and the lot!! He doesn’t even give a description of shorty (that’s Payne). He cliff jumps right into it. She lives for communication. You can give her the world but if you cannot communicate, you will no longer exist. He’s seen it. Listened to it. Offers solutions for her to build on, mold, bend to her liking in order to proceed to the next level. Stubborn and proud, it’s almost impossible to transmit any concrete positivity. It must fit her chart in order to even consider the help. Speak in an off tone or display a slight mis timed smirk- SPARTA!! They have stopped speaking due to miscommunication many times. So there is a precedent. It’s seems though every time they’re suppose to link up, she goes missing. I’m crying as he tells me this- this is when we had our second scuffle. After the dust up, he continues saying she won’t pick up the phone. No more responding- ON ANYTHING!! Goes missing for a minimum of three days and pops back up as if life continues. She won’t acknowledge her OWN disrespect of your time and actually gets furious if pressed on it. A tirade of how it’s not on his time, he needs to relax. Making Brody feel like he on Walking Dead time. Instead of saying “No I do not wish to occupy time with you”, she vanishes like a true coward. And true to a coward’s nature, they will lie and attack you for deflection. Once again it’s NOT about NOT FUCKING– for us. It’s about our TIME!! Told from the door to respect yours, what about the Brody?! Makes up lies in their circle in order to keep an image. She doesn’t know how foolish she looks Brody keeps stressing. You cannot reason with a someone whose ass is on their shoulders- YA DIG?!
Concluding-
Brody took this one truly personal.
Sends his middle finger and massive blessings as well.
Finalizing our newly combined insight, we came up with a simple summary…
People want the truth but can’t give it. People can give the truth but don’t want it. People want to be healthy but won’t eat certain foods to ensure that. People eat certain foods to ensure health but won’t be truthful to themselves in other, crucial aspects.
It’s all about balance my brothers and sisters. Behave as you would like to be treated, not envisioned. Only one you can control. Stop telling yourselves you know and you get it. Stop keeping people on ice for your sick validations. Do not advocate for something in which you cannot fully absorb. It’s truly comical observing this for more than I would like. AND YES- it is your GOD GIVEN RIGHT to walk away from something you don’t agree with- just don’t waste our time. It’s as simple as liking a picture… ha ha ha.
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