Scared of the unknown
You left me
Alone and cold
So now I bet me
Did more than I was suppose to do
This is how you respect me
Damaged bitch
In a couple of weeks
Ecstatic you canned this shit
So negative
Legit feel you planned this shit
Forcing me to make you my fucking wife
Desperate for love
Will only leave you getting fucked for life
Corny bitch
You said you saw my dream
That you adored me bitch
You left me “Ryder”
Couldn’t brave the change
The new you
You died to hide her
True feelings spoke
When inside her
Crazy bi polar side
I didn’t mind her
But now can’t stand her
So desperate for physical
Only physical things romance her
Poured so much into her
Knowing that I shouldn’t have
Scared little girl
Silly me to think this would have passed
Drink to boost the pleasure
Smoke just to ease the pain
Don’t you want more
Nah you left
When it meant more to stay
Can’t judge
For we all want things in life
Yearning for love
Dying to be someone’s fucking wife
That’s cool
Keep fucking until you find hubby
Made me believe you understood
Now no more heart you get from me
Beautiful smile now to me it’s fucking ugly
Guess that’s the numbing
Corny bitch
I tried this from becoming
How we went out
So used to be under appreciated
This vibe you can’t help but let out
Comfortable being trapped in the sunken
I tried to help you get out
You let me lead until
Your mental fell out
Bye coward
Can’t believe this went sour
Intrigued to just leave
Should have never acknowledged its power
Should have never said I loved you
Or never met your parents
You can’t be with a nugga if doesn’t result in marriage
Lead by emotion
Controlled by your feelings
So easy to start leaving
You know what
Leave bitch
Cars is what you want
Boat rides till you sea sick
Guess that beats inner growth
The best you can be
I guess I will never know
Much love to your journey
Well wishes to your next man
Well at the same time
Fuck you and his best man
Closed minded
Won’t find it
Drunk just to pass the time
Ignoring what matters
So grown but so pussy
To take a look inside
You left me
When I needed you
Watching my back
To protect me
But became a punching bag
Whenever you wanted to express beef
Lying to you
Another test
Sheesh
Everyday asking for re assurance
I tried to ensure it
But it was in my face the whole time
Unless it was paper back
I wouldn’t earn it
Bills paid
All we built
You rather burn it
Change sucks
Don’t it
So disappointed
Every fight you was dying to run
Why didn’t I own it
Fuck you coward
Run right into a brick wall
Your Prince Charming
Helping you right up
Her type of shit ya
So go suck dick
Buff it
Looking for love
Made you jump ship
Dumb bitch
Well wishes to your new boo
Petty side
Fuck him and you too
You was fire at first
Now you boo boo
Fought so hard to not say
I knew you
Well now bitch I knew you
Moves off emotions
Little girl, screw you
So sexy but so fucked up
Who knew
Body done
Love will come
That’s how you feel stupid
Can’t stand to be alone
Without tone
You need music
Nah you need heart
Rather shut down
Than re start
Run bitch
And don’t ever look back
Your soul snatched
No longer do I want that…
PayneInTheCulo 